panot : how are you? are you okay? how was your MR AP?
mija : i am pretty good. and it's great. MR AP? he's getting annoying.
panot : wah! that's good. hurm.. getting annoying? hahaha
mija : here. he's getting weird. he changes. he's getting more sensitive, i think.
panot : really? you still hope for him ha?
mija : yes. but i post in facebook that i already give up on him. i think it's better for him to not know
that i still love him, still hope for him.
panot : ouch. pity you. how can he didn't know that you really love him.
mija : i don't know. he always full of egos. sometime i felt like an idiot, you know. how can i still love
him after what he had done to me. i had tried to forget him. but every time i want to forget him,
to not text-ing
him, he will text me. how can i forget him? everything i did remind me of him.
panot : yeah. i know it is really hard to forget someone that we love so much. but if the person hurts
your heart so much, you just go to forget him a little harder.
mija : honestly, i never regret the presence of him in my life. and i never want to forget him. i mean i
don't want to forget him. he make my life great even he hurt me. a lot. but i have used to it. i
never see him as a obstacle in my life.
panot : aduh. hearing what you said make me feel sad. hurm. why don't you try to tell him what you
feel about him. maybe me felt the same way.
mija : I WISH THAT'S TRUE. i don't want because i'm afraid. i afraid if i told him, he will accept me but it's not because of love but because of sympatise. all i want is to be loved by him.
panot : but i'm sure he felt the same way. but maybe he's ego is too big.
mija : i hope so. but let's see. sometime i think it's impossible for me to have a men like him.
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